A bouquet of roses lying on the floor,
Sparkling wine splashed on the bed,
Fishnets and highheels on the couch
Scented incense, candle lit and I was screaming no and no inside the bedsheet.
Sound of whip and timid cries
Marks of whip smeared across my thighs
Blindfold soaked with my tears
His loving face turned into a demon like face that I fear
Which gave me nothing but pain that I couldn’t bear
Handcuffs around my both hands and his hands all over my untouched body
Feeling every inches of my skin from head to toes
Making his way towards my unripped breasts
He squeezed it until I couldn’t breathe
Then he unbelt his jeans and used it as a mouth belt
And he forced himself inside me
“It is necessary to do this right now”, he whispered.
Unleashing his inner demons he used me like his toy
He told me he loved me
And i made a mistake of believing his words
I endured violence
Which paralysed me into silence
And I kept on turning my body into his playground
I kept on standing still and loo
kept on standing still and looking down
I kept on sewing my mouth
Until one day,
I decided to end it all
By ending my existence, by ending my life.